rewind...

it's been a while since i last posted anything and the last week was kind of crazy/horrible/stressful/chaotic.

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i had my last day of work on the 2nd of june because i was going to be moving to utah on the 7th. so the 7th comes and i drive down to utah with all my junk packed up in my car, get to the house that i was going to be renting a room in {at 9.30 at night} and the first thing the girl says is...."so we're big partiers, i hope that's ok" so i was thinking, maybe she means like the typical mormon party, lots of ppl over blah blah blah. then she shows me their collection of liquor bottles in the kitchen and i realize, oh...those kinds of parties. of course i was a little mystified because her add said LDS standards but you don't have to be LDS...when it seems like it should have read, need to be LDS but don't need LDS standards. naturally i'm freaking out a bit, i don't want to live with these crazy girls who get drunk and have a ton of people over every weekend, i feel like hey, i'm an adult now and i don't even want to deal with that. so i am frantically trying to find somewhere else to live...

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in the mean time, i have no job, getting my cosmetology license has turned into an absolute MESS, my beauty school won't verify that i did 2000 hours in school, and i am possibly going to be homeless...fun.

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so on tuesday {the day from hell} while i was on the phone for 7 hours i got a call from the art museum, the one i moved to utah for for my internship, saying that the orientation that was scheduled for wednesday has been cancelled and the next one will be in july. of course i'm already stressed out so i don't think much of it, but then when talking to my sister in law she says, what are you going to do for a month? then i panic a little more because what am i going to do for a month!? i have no job and no license and my bank account will be getting smaller and smaller.

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when all was said and done and multiple people were consulted with ie. the museum, my manager at the salon, my mother, my sister and sister in law, i decided i would push the internship back until august and come home to work some more and live with stephanie. of course i was still stressed out about what i should do, stay in utah or go home? but as soon as i actually made the choice to come home i felt better, like that was what i was supposed to do. so i packed up my crap again, spent a day hanging out with my sisters, then made the 13 hours drive home on thursday.

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let's just say i feel kind of stupid, but it's all over and done with and what can you do? i am actually kind of relieved to be home and working again. i think i will definitely have more fun here.