big kid now...

let's face it...i'm not a kid anymore. no matter how much i would like to be sometime i am not. 26 is only 3 weeks away {what?!} and life is moving forward despite my attempts to stop it.

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i have officially started my application for grad school. well one of them. there's something scary/exhilarating/nerve-wracking/thrilling/wonderful about this to me. i never in a million years anticipated going to graduate school. for a while when i was in beauty school i thought to myself "i don't even need college!" and yet here i am.

what has happened when you suddenly find yourself older than you realized? when you jump from high school to mid 20s, closer to 3o than 20? i don't know...but it has happened.

it's scary and exciting because i know there's still so much out there for me, and as much as i would like to control every little detail of it, i know i can't do that.

and that's ok.

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here's to taking one day at a time because that's all i can usually handle {if that :)}